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.Friday, October 27, 2006.

wow.. i just notice the skin doesn't support chinese >< haha. well it's alright. English can work fine too =P Especially when it's a private blog, I'm expecting only 2 people to read this including myself haha.

It's been a long time since i last blogged here. Many things to change for the blog.. the details are still not done hur hur.. I wish C++ skins will come in handy but sadly, I only learn how to config and not script..

Well, it's alright.. I find it's sweet and simple.. Prayers for an important person. =) Saturday is the healing service. I'm sure God will heal her - it's His promise =)

Hm, dunno if I should talk about this but I feel I should learn to be comfortable to share everything to her. so i'm taking a risk.
Well after bible studies a good friend of mine was talking about some stuff. Female attraction and desires. He said about why guys see girls and have those thoughts etc and how we should learn to curb with such things. Well that session wasn't beneficial interms of what the topic is suppose to educate but rather I know he really sees me as a friend that can share =) Actually if i were to answer him I guess that answer will make him wonder if I'm a guy haha. Well the thing is, I don't. I see someone pretty, I can comfortably tell others that hey she's given a gift from God that is physical beauty. But that's as far as it goes. I dun feel any what attracted or have desires. Rather, I'm attracted more to a person's character, behaviour and words. The word is attracted meaning, have a good feeling for the person but not anything more. Somehow, after everything I've experienced and mistakes I made, I manged to get out of the stage many guy adolesence are still struggling in and for that I praise God =) because I can see a female's real beauty and not the physical apperance.

Well Lawerence shared a lot with me on wednesday. He is a pastor, a counseller and a touch youth community service volunteer. He shared with me about his experiences in a bgr and marriages he has seen through and guided. The first thing he said was that he observed many happy and lasting mariages began from very close friends that can really share everything. I couldn't agree more. He also mentioned that if I'm serious in a relationship, I should always work towards marriage because this way, the relationship is a life long, everlasting and happy one. =) I won't make these mistake again. I'll make things right when given the chance. Because this time, I have God to also guide me. To treat a relationship sacred, with all the respect, commitment and care. Good friends first =)

To her:
16 december afternoon 2pm till night time 11pm you'll reach home. Will you make that day free and celebrate your birthday with me? Choose to say here and not sms or phone so you'll have time to think through. I won't force you into anything again =)

(PS there's a lot of gou gou shou that i'm trying hard to fulfill and keep my promises. Must help me a bit also ya =P)




10/27/2006 08:00:00 PM