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.Tuesday, November 21, 2006.

I dunno what to say. All I know is the Holy Spirit tells me I've sin.. not the typical way but by hurting a friend that takes me as a little brother.. That I took for granted her care and concern by not heeding her advice and being stubborn.. Pooh jie jie tells me she's alright and she's studying but I know.. I've hurt her.. I feel so guilty.. so hurt that i hurt her.. I'm such a foolish child to hurt a sibling who cares.. I'm so sorry.. I promised to be a good piglet and listen to her back then.. but I broke that promise.. Forgive me.. I didn't mean to hurt.. Please forgive me? I really dun want to lose such a wonderful jie jie.. =( I'll be a good boy.. a good piglet but please just forgive me and give me a chance to be a good piglet again.. I'm wrong.. and I hope to recieve forgiveness from you.. Pooh jie jie.. please forgive me Piglet really repent this time.. dun abandon little piglet.. please don't.. I'm afraid..

I've learn to not always tell others i'm praying for them but instead pray for them silently that they will experience the work of the Holy Spirit in them without being "informed" of it.. Otherwise.. It makes the prayer very fake and superficial..

While I was praying to God to ask for the salvation of those below.. I told Him I am willing to exchange everything execpt my faith in Father himself for the another chance of salvation for them.. At that moment.. my second mind experienced a huge amount of passing figures constantly.. so frightening.. I wanted to open my eyes.. but I know if I did I'll be showing Father I'm afraid.. but I'm not.. Just like how the Holy Father and Jesus loves us.. I too hope to share this love to all the others and do my bit for them..




11/21/2006 06:15:00 PM