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.Tuesday, January 02, 2007.

Strike this child of urs down Father... Father.. I have sinned.. I have been disobedient to my own sister.. i have been an infilial child as my grandparents say me to be.. I have been a child acting so hard to fulfill others expectations to be the top.. i have been trying so hard to bear all the pain and tell my own sister only when she is feeling better.. but yet.. i am beyond bearable.. i'm so painful.. my own family.. one after.. leaving me to die.. now even my own sister.. despite as much times i've been trying to tell her that her own sibling is suffocating.. she may not get the message.. but when she knows.. how could she of all people blame me.. I love my family dearly so.. that includes my sister.. i try so hard to fulfull what they expect of me.. even to tame my dragon or would i say devil in me.. yet when i ask for company.. i do not get and it's alright.. but when i ask for understanding.. i get nothing but being angered over.. Father Lord.. Does my own family know i'm drowning.. does my own sister knows or cares that his own brother trying so hard to let her have as little stress as possible is beyond his limit.. that everything piles up on him that he cannot bear.. this is indeed.. a piglet walking out in the storm.. this is indeed his own sibling neglecting his care and concern and later.. crying in pain that he could do nothing for his own loved one.. then later.. when at the corner dying.. his own sibling pass by.. neglecting him.. oh pooh.. why of all people you misunderstand and treat piglet this way.. jie... why...




1/02/2007 05:19:00 PM