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.Wednesday, January 03, 2007.

Dear Heavenly Father, I pray that if it is that the exorcism didn't work right the other time that the nightmare haunts me, please do not let it strike on me when others are around especially my sister for i have hurt her enough. Father I also pray that you give me strength to return to school with confidence and courage. Father Lord I also pray that you give peace unto pooh that she may be able to do her work well and excell in her project. Heavenly Father I also ask that you protect pooh from harm and keep her safe during jogging and all other times. Father I also ask that You guide me to be a good and obedient child and guide me to seek forgiveness from my sister. In Jesus name I ask and pray, amen.

i feel hurt.. so many reasons.. my sisters words and the way she treated me for the past few days.. weeks.. but more importantly.. i feel hurt for hurting.. why wasn't i able to bear with all the pain and stress further.. why did i choose to drink alcohol.. why was i struggling at my first glass but yet decided to drink it over a coin toss.. why didn't my sister stop me.. she seem disappointed.. very.. her words.. it hurt me so much.. but i know i hurt her more.. such a disobedient boy.. i guess a thousand reasons are not valid for me to be drinking.. indeed.. i was a disobedient child.. till now.. even my own sister disabandon me.. i must have hurt her really deep.. from her words.. i could feel that she has lost trust me in me completely.. can i rebuild the trust and faith back.. can pooh give piglet a chance to be a good boy.. can pooh still love and dote on piglet the way she always does.. i dun noe.. i just noe i'm really sorry.. i just noe i still need to be guided and disciplined.. i just noe i hurt pooh deeply.. pooh i'm sorry.. like the jigsaw puzzle, piece by piece i'll fix it back.. pooh bear jie jie.. piglet will gain back ur trust.. this time.. a complete one.. and not one that u say can never be trusted as i'm a human..




1/03/2007 10:23:00 AM