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.Wednesday, January 03, 2007.

i wish i could tell personally.. i wish i could just let her read my mind and know what's going on.. i wish i could just earn back her trust.. Was reminded that how things are, i have made things to be.. my disobedience with jie and God made them disappointed.. While the stomach still hits me with blows of pain it is nothing compared to the hurt i have caused.. Father when i read what pooh messaged me at the dining place.. "you might as well kill me then say sorry" and later at night.. "if that simple thing you won't do.. Stop talking about whatever stupid promises.." , i felt so wrong.. i felt i have taken for granted tat my sister is always there for me and will forgive every little mistake i make for i'm her di di.. but indeed i was wrong.. precisely she's my jie.. i hurt her more.. way more then i thought i did.. Oh Father.. I know this i failed to keep.. but i'll continue to try my best to keep my promises i made.. Guide me Father with your strength.. guide me.. that jie too can gain her trust back in me.. Father Lord.. I make mistakes.. but I never stop trying to fix them.. I need support.. Will pooh bear jie jie trust piglet again...



Piglet can't draw well.. piglet can't colour nicely.. piglet dun have any sweet words.. nor does piglet know what actions to do to seek forgiveness.. but piglet knows he's wrong.. i'm sorry for all the hurt i done.. pooh bear jie jie.. i'm really sorry.. jie please don't be angry with piglet anymore.. please don't lose trust in piglet.. piglet will keep trying his best to be a good boy.. even if my darkside returns to make me sin a 100 times.. there will be a 101 that the light guides me and bring me back.. Even if you say that there's no one you trust and pooh wants to throw piglet away or scold piglet or shoo piglet away or just push piglet away falling on the ground, piglet will get up and put on a smile for pooh bear jie jie. For jie, I will.. NEVER... forsake you.. you are my jie yesterday.. today.. and always tomorrow.. I can't show you anything to prove my words.. or give you promise.. for if it can be guaranteed with anything.. then it is but not true.. but I know God will help me to fulfill it everyday..

pooh bear jie jie.. little piglet has learnt his lesson.. will you please guide piglet and not let piglet walk through the stormy night himself..




1/03/2007 04:10:00 PM