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.Sunday, February 04, 2007.

i'm not gonna say about why i exploded last night nor the fear and hurt i felt.. but i do know i wake up in the morning being verdict as wrong without being heard on trail..

I didn't know how to reply earlier.. tell her the truth scared that she will worry.. dun tell her also scared she worry.. so tell her part of the truth.. and she got angry.. can't my own sister understand her brother.. can't she already tell everything is in a mess when i asked for a lullaby.. whatever.. whatever.. afterall.. it's been more than a month i'm treated this way.. what difference does it make for my sister to treat me like this another day, week, month or so.. i'm.. used to it.. read the bible.. seem to understand why she doesn't want me to call myself a dragon.. afterall.. the other form of satan is a dragon.. but that wasn't why i called my other self a dragon.. stupid piglet..

have to finish up some work and head to chingay parade.. try my best to do some fund raising.. afterall it's to help others.. how long i can stand and walk how long i shall wear my smile and ask others "hi sir/ma'm would you like to donate?" cannot carry my emotions over.. my house stuff.. my family stuff.. my church stuff.. my work.. my health.. they are to be left aside besides God who guides me through.. The grace of the Lord Jesus be with God's people. Amen.




2/04/2007 09:27:00 AM