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.Tuesday, February 20, 2007.

is juggling a skil you master? for me, i just learnt it. If we tend to notice, actually when juggling, we juggle only one ball at a time. In life, it's the same. We can only do things one at a time. I was told, there is one ball we have to always keep juggling. Even if all others drop just to save that ball, it must continue juggling. And so i'm trying hard. Very hard. O God not with my strength but Yours that keep me faithful to You. When I mentioned the other balls that i'm juggling at the same time, i was reminded, the Lord our God holds the ball in air while we juggle the one in our hand. All may seem impossible and tight but after all is over, we shall accomplish work and praise that it is Him that did it all. Indeed, while juggling one ball at a time, all the others are to be placed behind me. In school, only school work and God follows. At home only work and God, etc..

I seem to know that my sister is treating me differently.. I seem to know she has her own troubles and stuff that she doesn't want to say.. So i seem to understand it is not the response she gives me that determines if i'm a good brother.. To be honest the way she's treating me now makes me feel so hurt.. but I always remember when i was struggling, just that little company and comfort as a elder sister she gave helped me remember how great is the Lord. How great is His love for us.. and so i shall bear on.. Perhaps i dun know what's best for her.. perhaps i dun know how to treat her right.. but with the simple and little ways i can do.. I'll do my best to be a good brother and after which.. i shall leave this ball behind for a later time to juggle.. I have to stay focus on God and not man.. pooh bear jie jie.. i'll keep praying for you.. I dun know if you are angry with piglet or what so ever but at least please be well..

lots of things ahead to do.. time to deal with my lousy grades.. my upcoming cca tasks.. A level paper and driving test.. lots of nightmares these nights.. so much so i keep bursting awake in tears.. crying.. the problem in mind now.. i feel confused.. O Lord, guide me, be my sheepherd.. teach me how to deal with it.. and tell me if what am i feeling..




2/20/2007 07:36:00 PM