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.Monday, February 12, 2007.

I seem to realise how much behind time i am at reading the bible.. i read at random.. in terms of timing and books.. but at least random.. the verse do speak to me more.. like pslams 121.. 3 times.. coincidence? nah.. i know it's the Lord reminding me to always place him first..

My test.. one down.. tomorrow.. i'll probably tell my econs teacher that i haven't taken the test yet.. sigh.. i guess another lousy test results.. let's take a look... for promo..
Math-top 3-4%. Physics - top 8%, geog - top 35%, econs - top 60%.. how crapy results.. and now
overall.. top 20%

let's take a look at the currents test results...
math.. 15 out of 25.. that explains why my teacher was not happy with me..
geog.. 7 out of 24...
Physics.. dun know yet.. but i know.. i have 9 marks of blanks and expect around 7 marks gone.. so left with 24 out of 40 marks..
econs.. not yet.. but didn't study so doubt it'll be anywhere good either..

ha.. practically the worst set of results i've seen in the past 13mths..

Today's suppose to be tuition but i guess jie forgot? Rather worried about pooh. Considering she doesn't tell me anything nor talk to me at all.. I can't even tell if things are alright.. afterall.. that prediction thing.. is gone.. was it really meant to go.. or should i have kept it.. maybe you didn't notice but even the tone you use to talk to piglet and others is different.. somehow.. i don't know how to tell you or care for you as a sister.. i seem to keep getting the cold shoulder or being misunderstood or get scolded.. keep fearing of doing the wrong thing.. must things be like this way?

soon it'll be my driving test.. rather afraid.. considering i'll be blading tons of hours straight.. and later i'll be having a physics A level spa test on 28th.. math test as well.. then on the 1st.. it's driving..

The ugly duckling.. i dun know if i still like others saying i look like someone.. why? I look really ugly.. is it an insult instead? so ugly i dare not show my face to others.. the lips that hurt.. breakout on my face.. lost of weight till back till 90%.. i look so ugly..the eyes that i see on others faces.. it's so hurting.. the things they say behind my back about how ugly i look now.. it's so hurting.. pooh are you frightened by piglet's apperance?

I guess i should learn to run and blade for the sake of it and not to keep running from reality by trying to burn myself out.. afterall.. i'm not depending on God this way.. rather.. i'm doubting His abilities.. Father Lord.. Help me.. please.. everything is going in a mess besides the dark side that cheering.. piglet don't want to cry anymore.. piglet dun want..




2/12/2007 05:02:00 PM