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.Monday, February 12, 2007.

hm.. i seem to realise that i got the same comment.. perhaps no one seems to understand I'm just waiting for an answer from Him to direct me.. to clarify with me all the doubts and fill in the missing pieces of the jigsaw puzzles.. I guess indeed.. it's best to live in the silence and await Him.. everything or everyone else.. i guess.. none should or shall know.. xiao tian shi? i guess not.. xiao yao guai.. that's more like a term to describe.. I dun even know if helping out in the worship is right at this timing afterall.. considering.. what will others thing? am i trying to get attention or?? this feeling.. the same feeling i got last year.. when me and a close friend of mine was in a messy state.. the feeling when i was at church.. worshipping God.. yet worrying about so many things.. the politics there and also how will others see me.. is it to gain attention from man.. indeed i do understand what david meant by do not fix your eyes on man or you will be disappointed..

Afterall.. what's the big deal.. piglet always gets misunderstood.. piglet always get the scolding.. and they keep telling me.. be myself.. indeed.. piglet has to keep hidding.. i can't hide in the honey pot cause i'll be found and scolded then i shall hide under the bed.. if i'm found and caned then i shall hide in the cupboard.. if then i am found and beaten i shall hide in myself.. where no one can ever find.. if hate is the word.. it almost was used.. disappointed.. to those who i know will and will not be reading.. but indeed.. i shall not fix my eyes on anyone.. afterall.. i seem to get my answer.. like what mr hing told me.. what makes you think He doesn't want you to be a dragon.. indeed.. i guess.. i should not be what i am.. but what i'm expected to be.. since that is what brings most pleasing where all will go.. "see i'm right".. go ahead..




2/12/2007 06:20:00 PM