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.Saturday, April 28, 2007.

I was getting a drink and turning on my laptop after waking up from my denial sleep.. then i saw that the TV was on.. it was gundam.. there it was the scene when stella was losing herself.. her fear of death making her doing silly things by hurting others.. like getting into a trance state.. then shinn flew over(dun ask me who those names are.. i heard it from the TV).. shinn was calling out to stella.. calling her to keep calm.. calling her not be be afraid.. stella was tearing buckets.. then shinn shouted.. "I promised to protect you".. "I won't let you die".. she was calm for awhile.. then suddenly.. her mobile suit(robot) had a small explosion.. it recalled her of her past.. then she wanted to use the weapon and kill everyone.. she was stopped by another mobile suit that poked into the weapon and exploded.. shinn was then holding on to stella.. he was crying.. he was saying.. "why does it have to be this way".. then stella woke up and said "you came to see me.." shinn was crying.. he was "hurt" but he was smilling.. smilling that his love is alright.. and he remembers his promise...

indeed.. i saw alot of things.. i recalled the incident where this year.. the good friend(i shall call him dark) kept visiting and want to give me new abilities.. two people kept me out of it... my sis(i dunno if i can still can her that...) and owner.. it was just like the scene when stella was getting into a trance and shinn woke her up..

later i recalled what piglet promised to owner.. all the promises i made..
1. Not to over speed
2. To find drive and do well in exams3. To learn to drive safer
4. To stay faithful and truthful to owner
5. To do my best in taking care and not fall ill
6. To love owner always no matter what happens
7. To stay by owner's side and never leave her

all these... i remember.. all these i shall not forget.. no matter what happens.. no matter how much she tries to push piglet away.. no matter how much hurt she does to me.. even if she does end up in another guys arms.. i may cry and be hurt.. but i'll love her even more and always.. i'm her angel.. and i'll never leave owner.. nor abandon her.. i shall never love her any bit less.. my God.. You have placed me into the presence of owner.. placed me into the care of her.. that angel will bless her.. no matter how much hurt she does to me.. I will always love her and take care of her..owner.. i'll keep waiting.. piglet will love you always.. protect you.. when you cry.. i'll wipe away your tears.. when you're sad i'll be your teddy bear i'll be your clown.. i'll take you round and round.. and if you don't mind.. i could be your standing ground.. even if that means i'll drown..

that last scene when stella was in shinns arms.. piglet is quite the same.. when he saw his own owner safe.. he smiles.. though he was crying about the pain she had to go through.. but when he knows she has gone through it.. she smiles.. and he always remeber his promise.. he will always love her no matter how much hurt she does to him.. my love.. I have been placed as ur angel.. being placed to love you.. being placed and assured by my God that this is His will.. even if the world says no.. even if all turns against us.. even all hurts me and even if owner hurts piglet.. i'll still love you.. cause i can't help falling in love with you.. wise man says only fools rush in.. but i just can't help falling in love with you.. people least expect this piglet to be in love.. people least expect this piglet to be so serious in one.. but God gave me clear directions.. clear directions to trust my feeling.. and i'll obey.. to be brave enough.. to have the courage to love you.. to have the courage to dream of our future.. to have hope for our future and love.. to have faith that we can over come all hurddles and our future is happiness..

i guess.. music is all that can express how i feel now..

I'm sorry that i hurt you
I took for granted all you gave
so freely to me
I pray it's not too late
To save you from a broken heart
To promise you
I'll make a brand new start
Believe me, when I say

You are all that I need
The only treasure I seek
You're the air that helps me breathe
through the darkest night when
I fall down on my knees
I was blind but now I see
You are all that I need

You know I'm far from perfect
Like a child that needs a guiding hand
Can you stay here with me?
I finally understand
You've always been the missing part
Complete the jigsaw puzzle of my heart
Please hear me, when I say

You are all that I need
The only treasure I seek
You're the air that helps me breathe
through the darkest night when
I fall down on my knees
I was blind but now I see
You are all that I need

Please,
let me hear your voice again
Let me hear you say
your love will never end
That whatever it takes you'll be there
Believe me, when i say

You are all that i need
The only treasure i seek
You're the air that helps me breathe
Through the darkest night when
I fall down on knees
I was blind but now I see
You are all that I need

You are all that I need...


loves alwaysPiggy Piglet Angel
28-04-2007
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4/28/2007 06:39:00 PM