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.Thursday, May 24, 2007.

Has she thought how i felt as well? I'm drowning.. pigs dun really know how to swim.. 23 years and 20 years.. don't know how to finish up those 20 years after the 23.. all i know is.. if it takes 23 years to bring another 20 years of joy in life, what's the problem involved about me exchanging it with a lifestyle, some hopes, aspirations and dreams. Do you really wish to die? did it ever occured to flower how many times piglet was suppose to die.. excluding the time before i was in 06s401.. but after... it's just as many that i can't count.. and what was it that kept me alive.. the people that really mattered.. flower.. sis.. owner.. I forced myself to live on.. and yet i read that you hope to die.. it's not i dun love you.. is just i place you more important that i wouldn't place myself to ask anything from you.. it is just this simple... my joy is of a moment.. but your joy is of a lifetime.. mine really doesn't matter.. so what if others love me right.. they are not my wife.. not the person i will wake up by my side with..

I'll still be a doctor and a researcher.. I'll save you... you must wait... I dun care.. even if the Lord says no.. I will.. Be it the calvery I must ride and command against Him.. be it Satan falling to me.. I dun care.. Hell I will already end in.. what difference does it make..




5/24/2007 07:25:00 AM