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.Monday, October 01, 2007.

i feel heavy.. dunno is it peace but feel so indifferent..

crying by myself seems to be something i'm used to.. i still remember what i read in a psychology book... when the chemical starting with T flows to certain parts of the body, your body will react and respond accordingly.. i guess the feelings on my heart, cheek and jaw feels just like last year.. when my heart was in a mess.. when jie was so far away.. it makes me wonder.. why am i so like a child.. why am i two extreme ends of a person.. mr kwek commented.. your essay seem like it was written by split personals.. i guess that's how i am now.. bearing with the new darkness in me while trying to live my life holy.. i guess i'm going to be more MIA.. POS.. POS.. where are the rest of the people whom you mention to justify that you are not POS...
I have God.. I have the flame.. and in all.. I will love whom i love but shall not let others love me.. like the wind that blows in the summer, i provide comfort and protection from heatstroke but short lived i shall stay..
guess under the table is where i shall hide a little longer...




10/01/2007 08:32:00 PM