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.Sunday, March 09, 2008.

so often i make mistakes. so often, i sacrifice but God gives back my offering in His way. So often, i give but when things turn out that the giving is no longer required, it seems that to others, it was no longer a giving or sacrifice.

I'm not perfect and certainly more to learn. But who knows my heart. The heart that loves this special one so much. So much i can lay down everything for her. And i know i won't complain. If i do ever say, did you know i do this this this, i know i won't say it again and regret saying it. Because love is about giving. Giving unconditionally. I knew if my grades were not the 3 As, getting medicine degree would be even tougher or in fact, not even possible. But as i prayed to God that i know her desires and i ask that He gives her even at the expense of myself, i meant it from my heart. Maybe she does not know. Maybe she knows. But i know, my heart, that i love her so. That all i am willing to lay down. Because i love her.

It does not matter if she ever knew how i really feel. Or if ever she appreciates my love. But i do know, i can safely say to her and God that agappi love, i have given to her. And always i will. To lay down everything, to change my plans, to not fullfill things i felt i could have, it does not matter. For all it takes is her smile to make it all worth. And even till this day, that i am still in tears, I still love her all the more. For by each day i love her more. More than all the world can compare. For gave me this special gift. Not to be appreciated. But to give thanks for her. To appreciate her and to love her.

I wish to see her more each day, to love her by each moment or more. No matter how she treats me or loves me, it does not matter. For i know, i love her. God oh God, even if it is that i can't get my medicine degree so that she may get the business degree she wants, Lord, give it to her. Please oh Father, I don't mind taking a detour or going through a tougher time but Lord, let the sufferings be bear on me than on her. Like You did Oh Lord for Your bride, the church, I will always do the same for my bride, my love.




3/09/2008 12:06:00 PM